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Susanne
Artist | Digital Art
Sweden
This account is a spin off from my main arts page turned into a blog.
The front page will keep changing, with written material in Swedish "esperanto".
All images can be found under "Gallery" on top of the page.

Den här försidan / blogen är enbart för min egen terapi.
Jag börjar med mig själv och slutar med mig själv.
Den förändras ofta utifrån mina erfarenheter, reaktioner och känslor
med generella länkar och mycket text.
Bilderna gjorda från foton från Nedre Kärr finns alltid under "Gallery" längst upp på sidan.
Andra bilder relaterade till min situation finns i folders där.
Önskar jag kunde ta bort negativa bilder, men så länge det är som det är...
Nedre Kärr är en vacker plats. det är människor som gör den ful,
och jag skulle gärna vilja förmedla skönheten.
Ett tack till alla som inte varit aktiva i trakasserierna emot mig,
det betyder mycket.

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Edward Trujillos paintings of me have become more relevant, and even more support.

Goddess amongst fools

A Goddess Among Fools By Edward Trujillo by NedreKaerr-Bohuslaen

I couldnt see myself as a goddess, but his reference was more intellect than looks.
I asked "who are the litle men?". He said "theyre men". Full stop.
I couldnt accept that I suffered so much I have nosebleed. I dont see myself as a victim.
"The red in your nostrils symbolizes anger. Your nostrils are flaring, like red in a bullfight."
The most accurate and beautiful creative gift ever.

New beginnings at the Fjord

New destiny at the fjord by Edward Trujillo by NedreKaerr-Bohuslaen

He got how scared I was, and its getting worse. Much worse.
He put my hand over my ear. I shouldnt listen to what people say but trust who I am

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This page is about the Swedish country house area Nedre Kärr, by an artist who interprets
the happenings there with a flexible mind, in photos, artwork, music, comments and links.
I try to keep a healthy distance and a drastic sense of humour. The facts are still facts.
The links about general sociological and psychological theories can apply to
(way too many) other people and situations. Group dynamics can be scary.

Nedre Kärr has been good inspiration for a unique page that people still seem to find fascinating. Im amazed at how many pageviews I still get. Those of you not Swedish
or related to the place can just look at the pretty pictures and interpret them your way.

1 200 followers - 51 400 pageviews - and counting - I must do something right.
Interests

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Journal Entry: Wed Nov 26, 2014, 7:08 AM
 

Inbrottsvaeg by NedreKaerr-Bohuslaen

| Journal Skin was made by Chosmos

Click "Depression" for full length version.

Depression isnt a sign of weakness, its because youve been strong for too long.

Depression And The Importance Of Mowing Grass by NedreKaerr-Bohuslaen

Depression is humiliating.

It turns intelligent wellfunctioning people into zombies who cant wash a dish or change their bedsheets. 
It affects the ability to think clearly, to feel anything, to ascribe value to your life.
It scoops out your normal healthy ability to cope with bad days and bad news, and replaces it
with an unrecognizable sludge that finds no pleasure, no delight, no point in anything outside of bed.

Depression is humiliating.

You alienate your friends because you cannot comport yourself socially,
you live in moderate squalor because you have no energy to stand up, let alone take out the garbage.
You have no perspective, no emotional reserves, no faith that it will get better.
So you feel guilty and ashamed of your inability to deal with life like a regular human being,
which exacerbates the depression and isolation.

Depression is humiliating.

If youve never been depressed, thank your lucky star and back off the people who can hardly make eyecontact
with the grocery store cashier. Noone on Earth would choose the nightmare of depression over an averagely turbulent normal life.
Its not an incapacity to cope with day to day living in the modern world. Its an incapacity to function. At all.

Depression is humiliating.

Noone chooses it. Noone deserves it. It runs in families. It ruins families.
You cannot imagine what it takes to feign normalcy, to make a dentists appointment, to pay bills,
to keep enough toilet paper on hand, when youre exerting most of your capacity on trying not to kill yourself.

Depression is real.

Compassion is also real. And a depressed person may cling desperately to it until they are out of the Woods.
They may remember your compassion for the rest of their lives as a force greater than their depression. 

Have a heart. Judge not lest ye be judged.



Music in the comments field of "Millstone" :

Kvarnsten Millstone / Nakenbad / music by NedreKaerr-Bohuslaen

 

Fjord waters

Fjord Seaweed by NedreKaerr-Bohuslaen

Seaweed. Human skeleton parts were found by the
sea some years ago. Drowning? Other explanations?

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Winter beauty

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Winding Way home by NedreKaerr-Bohuslaen


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Nedre Kärr är vackrast på betryggande avstånd.

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Winter View by NedreKaerr-Bohuslaen

Autumn beauty

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Group Pressure by NedreKaerr-Bohuslaen
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Group pressure
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All along the Watchtower by NedreKaerr-Bohuslaen
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Watchtower
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No man an Island by NedreKaerr-Bohuslaen
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No man an Island

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Summer beauty

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Perfect decent couples by NedreKaerr-Bohuslaen

Perfekta par

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Bohusländsk kultur

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Kaprifol Honeysuckle / music by NedreKaerr-Bohuslaen



Kaprifol, Bohusläns landskapsblomma. Växer vilt på min
1500 kvm stora naturtomt även om jag tvingats vara i stan
de senaste åren och alla mina odlade blommor har dött.
Nedre Kärr och Bohuslän är kultur och hävd också, inte bara sommargäster som dragit på sig skyhöga lån för att kunna samla så många högljudda vulgära människor som möjligt så stor del av tiden som möjligt på begränsade sommarstugetomter. Valuta för pengarna. Campingplats.

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